You all know the feeling of loosing someone very close to you, your best friend?
Well I do, and it's my own fault, I pushed her away.... for a damn silly reason...
But you know what they say, You first know what you had, when you lost it... that's so true, but I wish that fact had never came true, geez I miss her so freaking much, she ment so much to me... She was always there for me when I needed her, when I had problems at home or anywhere els, and I for her, when she had problems at her place...
And it's so freaking hard to see her so often... why do we have to live so close, it just makes the whole thing worse >.<
It's actually almost